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Monday, March 14, 2011
Things are going, wrong. So wrong.
At first, we started talking, then got to being best-friends.
Then we got into the imaginative realm.
Everything was perfect there, we both cared and loved.
then after a talk, everything ended.
I got emotional, and you kept quiet.
We hanged-out, being silent and awkward.
I'm sure you felt it, yet you deny, yea right.
had fun, laughter and i felt loved.
you made me feel that way.
and you just laughed it off,
'HAHA' that was it.
Life's unfair, I get it. Don't emphasize.
In the end, I really did fell for ya.
You know it, and you didn't really bothered about it.
I regretted telling you, yet time couldn't be reversed.
I don't even know what you're thinking,
how you feel about me, and how much you know about me.
and now, are you trying t make me jealous?
I know that they're your close friends, and i can't help but feel this way.
I feel sad, disappointed and annoyed by myself.
why did i let that truth escape from me?
I want to know what you're thinking,
how you feel about me,
and why.
I think you're most probably not gonna read this, but yea.
I wanna text ya, but afraid to, scared that i'll annoy and irritate you.
& I don't know how to express myself to you.
So i just wait, wait for your texts. yet i know i am just another girl to you.
I should just die, then I wouldn't have to fret about you.
about relationships, about studies, about my health and also about Doom's Day.
Sickening eh?
yea, thats how I feel.

Annoying, Irritating, and such-a-bitch.

You're most probably not gonna visit my blog for the second time.
Ohwell, if you do. You'll read, won't ya?
I want to know, how you feel, about me.

@ 7:04 AM