Dance, yours truly, winksnlove ♥

love, love not. love, love not.

Back from sending Angel'dearie home. :)

Had a heartful-talk just now, heeeehs.

Okay here goes,

Luv1,

Imyimyimy, though we have come to past, i really missed the times with you.

though it's weird to be fallin' in love with you, and i know i shouldn't have.

but i did in the end, all those slacking sessions, and times we cammed.

you made the effort to leave a good impression of you in me,

yet at the very last moment, you hesitated and gave up,

i don't know why you did that, maybe cause of what he said, but really,

if time could turn back, i would still want to know you,

i would want those times back, slacking, talking, and also,

even the awkward moments when we first phoned each other.

that was the time when we really got to know each other,

i knew that you started off with a motive that's bad,

but eventually you softened up, maybe thats why i fell for you.

and you made me cry for the first time, over a guy.

i sure you did felt something , but because of some reasons, and now?

i'm curious to how you're feeling and now when you look at me,

it's just like having an intense pressure, but to no idea what.

and that time when we hanged out, you looked, or rather took a glimpse .

and that's the very least, i knew you cared.

idk, everything's in a whirl, i want to know how you feel now.

like how you felt about me, what's your first impression and all .

i want everything to happen again, even though everything was a mistake to begin with.

Imy, I want you back into my life,

if we're meant to be, i want to know.

Luv2,

hey dearest boy, it's been long since i last saw you,

I want to know how are you now ):

we've been through a lot , you're the first guy i've ever waited for,

you're the first guy i've given my all for,

you're the first guy i've ever trusted so much for.

and most probably the guy i've felt loved for.

thanks for the memories, those sweet times.

but out of so many times, why did you choose the time

that i have fallen so hard for you, to leave me?

i have no idea, why you did that.

maybe it's because of a 'brother's thing',

maybe you were just toying with her,

maybe you really did loved me,

and maybe you still are. I wanna know,

i want to know why you left me that time,

why? we were so happy together,

and i'm sorry that if i'd ever hurt you,

but it's all because i was unsure that time.

everything was in a mess,

i was afraid, i was scared, and even so, i loved you.

i want you to know that if you were to come back to me,

i would treasure you again, and if you asked that question again,

it wouldn't be a 'maybe :P'

but a definite 'yes! :)'

imy, where are you? ):

idk, everything is coming back to me right now,

flooding my mind with images, of such memories.

sweet yet bitterly tragic.

after this post people may think that i'm like a flirt.

liking so many guys, but hey. it's not like i like them all at once.

and now i'm missing them because of those memories.

or maybe even what i've talked about to dearie.

i'm feeling so vexed, as to what?

it's alot of things. I want to know the answer to many things,

and i know i won't get the truthful answer,

because many things have fallen apart, some are mendable,

some are not.

such memories, so beautiful but sad.

it's like a painted picture with no colours.

idk if you guys are getting what i'm talking about, but yea.

whatever. and to these 2guys whom probably never gonna read my blog,

i have never regretted meeting you 2.

and i have never ever once, thinking that knowing each other was a mistake.

i wanna say thanks for all the memories you've given me,

but yet, sorry if i'd ever hurt you.

shall end here, anw, it's up to you to think however you want about me,

this is me, my relationship, my story and my life.

i write it the way i want, and tell it the way i like.

you're welcomed t leave anytime :)
and these happened in the past, which was a long time ago.

just nostalgic and reminiscing about the past .

Lots of love , xoxo .