Dance, yours truly, winksnlove ♥

It's been long.

It's been long,

since I posted, since we last met,

since we got together, since you left me,

since my heart broke, since that time i cried for you,

since that time i cut my hand for you, since my friends scolded me because of you,

and all was for you.

I suffered emotional traumas, these emotional shitzxc.

It doesn't feel good okay, it's like using a broken piece of glass,

to continuously slash your hand, searing deeper and deeper into the wound.

The depth, is almost as deep as how much i missed you,

how much i love you, and how much i yearned for you when you're gone.

You may not feel all these, and worse come to worse,

i doubt you'd even remember what happened between us, and

to you, it may be just another girl, whom you think is easy to managed.

You're wrong, i ain't that easy t manage.

It's just that i trusted you, so much.

At that point of time, that moment when i moved over t you,

leaned on you, relied on you. Was the moment i felt secure,

no more nervousness, and no more awkwardness, not even embarrassment.

When I was with you, peace was all i felt.

Bliss of being loved, being treasured, being protected.

I felt at ease, despite being just the two of us, at that time.

I have no idea why i felt that way, i know you've been like that before.

I don't blame you, things like this can't be helped, yet when I tried to be understanding,

I tried to understand you, listen to what you've to say before anything.

You left, you left me, at that point of time.

Why? Why is that so?

why did you leave me? You gave a reason that you're unable t love me more,

yet all i wanted was you by my side, i needed you. ):

& I can't believe that, up till now, i'm still loving you,

missing you, needing you, and yearning for you embrace and warmth again.

What is happening to me? ):

It's been 1month, 10days.

& It's been 1month, 12days.

Imissyou, Iloveyou, Iyearnforyou, I want you back ):