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10days
Monday, January 17, 2011
10days since i blogged. cool much?
days are the same, fucking boring.
btw, happy first dearest love.

i've started hating people, that'll save me lots of emotional pain.
physical pain are usually self-inflicted. so i don't give a damn anymore.
some people will think that i 'step yi ge' emo.
please? big fuck? i don't care la.
Life's a bore now.
studies , cca , eat, shit, sleep.
cool much?
family's fucked up, friend's fucked up, basically. Life's too.
How i wish i could just die off,
don't even know how some of you people can stay positive
despite all these crapz happening in your life.
I'm tired of being positive.
I've had enough, i'm exhausted.
worn out, perhaps.
i'm tired of faking things,
faking a smile everyday,
to whom? friends, family.
just to not spoil their mood?
how noble. bullshitz.
family doesn't believe in me,
friends don't bother,
people don't care.
no one understands.

Touch your heart, ask yourself.
Do you try t understand people or you look at it from a different view.
Will you ever truly care about that one person?
I'm sick and tired of everything in my life.
Fuck it. My family don't even trust me anymore.
Who cares even? If i go astray, if i leave home.
No one will . This is life people, understand it.
Nothing is fantasy. No happy endings,
nothing, it'll all equate down t zero anyways.
No point continuing this fucking life.

@ 3:59 AM