r e a l i t y h u r t s
Tuesday, December 28, 2010


Reality hurts.

I can't believe I haven't gotten over you.
I'm still into you, trusting and loving you.
More then before, I want you back into my life.
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I've been troubling myself,
thinking about you every breathing moment.
Thinking about what we've done, how we felt that time.
It hurts. Thinking back hurts, re-reading th text you sent,
pierces more in-depth into my heart.
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I can't cry. I can only keep to myself.
Crying doesn't helps, it makes me grow fonder.
It weakens me, it doesn't relieve me from you.
Self-inflicted pains on me only distract me from you,
feeling the adrenaline rush within when it pierces my skin.
th only way that i can stop thinking about you is when i feel pain.
It's worst now that i think about you every moment, every second.
I want to just go into comatose state, where i can stop thinking about you.
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Cause thinking about you hurts me, it pains me.
I want to forget everything and remain as friends.
But the harder I try, the more I think of you.
Th more i think of you, the more my heart yearns for you.
Everything links t you, you, you .



I miss you, I need you, I want you back >:

@ 9:35 AM