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Sunday, December 5, 2010
This shall be the post w.o pics i guess?
hahhas, lazy to upload ):
today was, not-so-awesome.
as most of you can see uh,
lawls.
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once again,
one-sided feelings have caught up to me.
it's been long since i felt this way, again.
i always thought i was blessed. yet now i know.
i'm not really. though i fall in love easily.
i hate the fact that i do. people may say i'm a flirt.
but hey, you can't control your feelings right?
i fell in love w the same guy, twice.
year after year, history repeats itself.
i have no idea why you make me feel this way.
time after time. we both feel the same.
then, i always get disappointed, by you.
why? tell me .. why ?
why is it always like that?
why fight against your own feelings when you know the answer?
why?
why are you always being so oddly around me?
why do you pretend to be nice to me, then in the end, push me away?
why?
whywhywhywhywhy!?

i hate to be feeling like this,
it's all you guys to be blamed.
why can't guys love just one girl?
and not love a few at once?
can't you restrain?
it's easy, if girls can do it.
you guys can too . right ?
why are guys so cowardly?
why can't guys express themselves properly?
why can't they be clear in their actions?
why must they let girls think so much about what happened between them?
why,whywhywhywhy?
tskk. i'm seriously annoyed, irritated, and baffled by their actions.
when they want girls,
they treat girls like treasures.
they treat them like princesses.
they treat them like goddesses .
and when they get tired of them after a period of time,
they simply ignore them.
they treat them like whores,
throwing them and pushing them around.
shouting and venting angers on them.
wtfug.


urgh, guys are complicated assholes. tskk .

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